I'm making this public so she can lurk it.

Thu, 08 Jan 2009 03:12:44 GMT

Dear Oscar the Grouch,

This is the last night of mine you are going to ruin. This is the last time I'm going to let your stupid face invade my thoughts and my hopes and dreams. You were with Tim for a certain amount of time. I'm sure there was a time you were happy. If you were so happy and wanted to be with him, why in the world would you cheat? That's not being happy. I don't know if you just crave attention or what your deal is. All I know is you hurt someone that I love.

Ever since you broke up, you've been trying to come back. Here's some news, he's the happiest he's been thus far. I feel as though if you love someone, which I know you have claimed to have loved him, you're supposed to be happy for them even if it causes you the most pain. Love is when you know you can't be everything that the other person needs and where seeing them happy is more important than your own happiness. I have told Tim multiple times that if he wants to be with you, than that's where he needs to be. I truly love him. I picture my life down the road and all of it involves him. He feels the same. If he didn't I wouldn't let him stay with me. He means everything to me and all I want is the best for him. You obviously do not.

Why can't you just accept that YOU HAD YOUR CHANCE AND BLEW IT! You pretty much have two choices: Move on and learn how to treat people right or move on and just go on hurting other people. Learn how to handle life like an adult. Cheating is not being an adult. Learning how to treat people with respect is being an adult. You're never going to be happy until you learn this. In the meantime, you're just going to keep crushing these boy's hearts. My younger sister is more of an adult than you.

I really don't think its fair for your boyfriend that you are still stuck on Tim. Its not fair to me as well but I can deal with you. You may have ruined some nights of mine, however you will never ruin our relationship. Tim and I are perfect. You will never mess this up. You will never interefere.

Like I said, this is the last night of mine you will ever ruin. You can contact Lauren, Tim, Joel, me OR FUCKING WILLY FOR THAT MATTER! Nothing is going to change and you will just keep making yourself look more pathetic each time.

Good Riddance,
Ashley

Hang em high

I'm making this public so she can lurk it.